EmziePoodlez

Go watch me there if you wanna see new work from me, since I feel like I need to get away from my old crap and have a fresh start.  I haven't submitted anything yet, but I'll probably put up some photography before the week is over.  

If you watch me, I'll watch back

Hope to see you there!

This crazy person right here is gunna make a new dA account....but cannot come up with a username D:  Any help?  

Oh and by the way, I kind of forced myself to write stuff the other night XD  I tried to recreate what used to inspire me to write, which believe it or not was STUDY HALL.  So I went down to the basement of my dorm, and sat a table with my notebook in complete silence.  What came of it?  3 pages of what my old Warriors RP character Darksong would be like as a human teenager.  It's really rough and has lots of profanity in it, so I'm not sure if I'll ever post it....but hey, it helped me break my writer's block!  

In other artsy shit I like news, I can't wait until I get home for thanksgiving break and get to my sewing machine!  Sooo many ideas of stuff to make for christmas gifts/decor/etc!!!  I might post some of it here if it comes out right (and if the person its intended for won't see it).

I'm considering getting back into deviantArt, but it's probably pointless.  The vast majority of what I would post would be writing, which I miss doing and really want to get back into.  I've pretty much given up on drawing, it's just not for me.  I just don't know if posting stuff here is worth while, because what I really want is FEEDBACK.....and I've noticed that most people don't read literature submissions on here, especially long pieces.  Am I just being negative?  Probably.  

If I do decide to come back, I will most likely get an entirely new account.  I feel like I want to vomit when I see my old work, but I don't want to delete it and pretend it never happened.  I wouldn't be able to write as well as I do now if I never wrote Daniel's story back when I was in middle school.  Sure, it's complete garbage, but everyone's gotta start somewhere!  I'm already looking back on that stuff and laughing at it, but I do have some respect for it as well.  

What I'm thinking about writing now is a redo and continuation of Jacob's Story, but entirely human and perhaps from multiple character points of view and far more description.  I thought about doing this for NaNoWriMo, but I highly doubt with my busy college schedule that I could write that much in a month XD

Let me know if you're interested in reading my stuff   I'll definitely return the favor.  

I'll update this journal again if I do make a new account, and I'll let everyone know what it is.  You watch me, I'll watch you!  

(Or maybe I should consider using a different site for submitting writing?  Anyone know of any good ones?)

You know, I get really excited when I get a notification that someone added one of my deviations that's NOT Emily The Strange's Cats.  And yet, when I go look at the profiles of said people who fav my stuff, it's clear they are just faving a bunch of random stuff to get pageviews.  

Thanks for building my self esteem up and then crushing it in 30 seconds

I'll just state the obvious and say I didn't complete NaNoWriMo.  I got to just over 8,000 words the first week, and then my muse completely died.  I just submitted some chapters from what I wrote, if anyone is interested.  PLEASE let me know what you think and if you want more, 'cause what I submitted is like 1/4 of what I wrote.  I don't want to spend forever submitting it if no one reads.  So I put up my favorite chapters

If I do continue the book, which I MIGHT, Roxxi (to make a certain someone happy) and Jamie will be in there.  More than likely, I'll just go back to writing random short stories.  I have a terrible time with longer writing since my muse comes, goes, and changes gears A LOT.  

SORRY FOR THE DEVIATION FLOOD D: